I've had this feeling before. It's the feeling I get after buying Tarah a gift; whether an anniversary, Mother's day or birthday gift - it's the same. I feel euphoric because, I THINK, I have purchased something that she is going to love. Now several years ago, after several mistakes, Tarah gave me this hint, "Will, stop buying me things that plug into the wall! You are not permitted any longer to buy anything with a plug." That comment came after buying irons, toasters, vacuums, and even hair supplies (which I thought she would love! Apparently, buying hair supplies implies that you don't like the way one's hair looks.)

This year I am trying something different - and again - I am feeling like I have gotten something she will adore! I am scared because, as I said, I have had this feeling before. What I am beginning to find out is that she wants me to find something that makes her feel..."Will put a lot of thought into this gift. He knows me SO well. He has listened to me about the things I'm dreaming of. He recognizes the things that I am passionate about." A vacuum doesn't even remotely say that - even if your wife has been complaining about your current vacuum not running correctly for months.

I will have to get back to you to tell you if I did well. I have my fingers crossed and my little heart is trembling, but then I think this is what love is supposed to feel like!